What not to ask me.

Don’t ask me “do you love me?” when you meant to ask “do you want to be my girlfriend?”, or whether I want to be in a relationship with you.

It’s just two different things, OK.

Getting things done, taking a new road and the end of the world

Do you believe that someday the world will end? Armageddon? God coming down dividing us into good and bad, the good will ascend to heaven, the bad will rot in hell… 2012? The ice caps will melt drowning us.

I don’t know how the world will end and do believe that nobody has an idea how it will REALLY happen. But I do believe that it will end. It should, right?

Last night we were sending off a college batch mate to Singapore, he’s taking his MBA at NUS when I realized that I really should do something with what I want to do instead of just dreaming about them. For some reason no matter what road I take, somehow there are things that are beyond my control that happens. I guess no matter what you do to get something you will never get it unless it’s meant for you.

Now tell me something you’re good at.

Change of Plans

I really need time, I want to slow things down.

I don’t really want to talk about what’s going on but anyway…

Feelings right now: Scared, confused, positive (or should I say optimistic?)

I’m ok! (when I do say so, I really meant it, and I hate it when I have to explain why or tell it with this.)

The thing is I don’t really want to talk to anyone about it because I tried telling somebody, who’s usually easy to talk to, and he said, “I think you need a shrink”, like WTF, I was openly talking about my feelings and what’s going on, I never uttered a single word pertaining to death or something, it just weird me out, how come I was being honest and that person managed to tell me that.

Moving on.

I want to remember this day, or past days, so, I really need to do something about my life. This is what it’s all about. So quit worrying, I just want to you know “think about the future, but live my present“.

I think this is what you call quarter-life crisis, or PMSing.

I left my soul there.

So I left for Boracay last June 15, and arrived yesterday without any hassles. One minor mishap when the person whom we thought took care of our transfer last Tuesday forgot to do so, which turned to be a blessing in disguise because we saved some pesos.

During Day 1 there were five of us, Jen, Ron, Kristian, Ton and me. We got drunk on our first night with Kamikaze that got us cursing at each other and probably waking up those chilling by the beach at Station 1.

View from our Beach-front room!

We enjoyed our stay here!

Day 2, Jenny, April and Mark arrived and that afternoon we went to Yapak for Zorb (which I just found out is not a real Zorb site) but nonetheless we enjoyed it, everybody tried it and it was hella fun, probably won’t try it again though. Everybody was tired so we opted for some quite time by the beach and drank some beers/cocktails while watching the fire dancers.

at Zorb, Yapak.

Day 3, Jenny, Jen, April, Mark, Ton and Ron tried Reef Walking and Kristian and I stayed to soak up in the sun. In the afternoon we tried ATV the view in the mountain of Boracay is … amazing!

Me getting a beach tan.

Jen sporting her ATV attire.

Day 4, after a very hearty buffet breakfast at the resort we’re staying, Sur Boracay, we headed home.

View the rest of the public photos here.

Cooking makes me less hungry

I’m going to Boracay tomorrow for a 4-day vacation with my friends and to kill time. because I can’t sleep, because of excitement, I cooked pasta and made banana milkshake.

Tuna Soy Cream Penne

Banana Milkshake

I should cook more. I want to get an SLR too but it’s the least of my priorities right now.

Anyway, I want to talk about another thing which is focus. Focus is something I really need to work on, I can focus (I believe) but then again I multi-task ALL THE TIME which is not really good, it basically ruins the effect of good focus. I’m afraid I don’t really know how to do so… suggestions anyone?

P.S. Bananas here aren’t as pretty as bananas in other countries but the Philippines import bananas to Japan and the rest of the world and those kinds are really pretty flawless bananas, likes those of Dole here in the local supermarket, they also import their bananas.

What’s more important than lessons?

It’s learning.

I learned to be patient.

I learned to keep pushing, and that moving on is different from giving up.

I learned that by keeping my mouth shut, I can talk more.

I love my life.

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