Fourth day of 2009.
I’m feeling incredibly worried and sad right now, and talking about it doesn’t really help take my mind off the things I don’t really want to think about right no…
So, 2009 isn’t looking good as I thought it would be.
I just answered a “New Year Meme” and its posted on my meme blog.
I lost my laptop Aki, it started when I used her to browse for a new laptop, do you believe that your personal stuffs actually get jealous, it’s either that or it’s actually the Law of Attraction doing it.
In 2008, I’m thankful for having survived working at the same company still, I’m thankful for Jen, for basically serving as a repository of my weird thoughts. I’m thankful I still have my friends, Aps, Jenny and Jerc. I’m thankful for Kristian, my prince, and Ron, the frog for all the nonsense moments. Froggy, thanks for always listening and giving your 2 cents. And of course, DT, thank you for the love and patience, and for making 2008 even more memorable.
This 2009, I expect to get my license (Electronics Engineer). I also expect a new laptop, I’m thinking of making the PC – to -MAC plunge btw. I wish to drink and party less and travel and save more. I expect to start my small business with Jenny too. I will not make a wish list this year in order for me to save more money.
I’m just so used to getting all hyped up that I just want to sit back and relax and watch the birds fly in the sky. But it is difficult cos it’s just …. not me.
I expect more problems, more sad moments I think, but definitely more super happy moments too.
Life’s a bitch, it takes one to know one.
BTW, check these out, Day Zero, Affremble Quotes, I Can Read and Remind Yourself.
And from, http://cassy.alittlenoise.org/,
“It’s as if I’m back to those days when I’m still on diapers,
Funny… I never needed anyone then…
I’m in deep shit right now
I have a fear of uncertainty, a huge fan of black and white,
I will get there slowly,
but for now, will you catch and pull me up?
I started writing again
I went back to rhyming
I started scribling too
And I think it”s all because of you”
Ewwwwwwwww. Somebody needs tequila shots.











