Boys night out….of town

Went to Puerto Galera last thursday, though a “super” typhoon is coming, for work. Good thing there was a trip back home the next day. It was fun… kahit masakit tuhod ko kakaluhod sa sand..takte… haha…. but my mind is blank right now…Inom Inom ha… hahaha.. Now, I just don’t know what else to think…. as thoughts are pouring in one min. and gone in a second…

I was one of the boys for two days. It was fun, those memories will always be remembered and I’ll be hoping for more of it. Diba diba????

Serious mode…

For sometime I’ve been standing in a crossroad, before I went in sa Sun I thought I have it all figured out, I had to give up on a lot of things (and I mean a lot…) and even disappoint some people by leaving them and by going against their expectations and wants. I sticked to my decision and worked hard in getting in (trust me, it wasn’t really easy). Little did I know I’ll be stuck in this crossroad. It felt like I have no control whatsoever in my future right now. And though it’s been hard (it always has been anyway, I was born with balat sa pwet ata) I know I’ll make it, again it has always been like that, I get what I want …but I work hard for it. Those who really know me well knows that.

About two months ago I remember myself telling Ronj, he doesn’t have to worry about the board exams because it something he doesn’t have to be afraid of, just take it, but preparation is impt too. I told him he’s so talented, he can do a lot of things and profit from them too but having a license could be a bonus. I should practice what I preach, I believe good things come to those who deserve it and wherever I end up being with I know I can be happy too.

Im starting to not make sense anymore so I’ll stop.

I drove one of our group’s car nga pala from Tagaytay to Sucat! Our FX wooohoooo hahaha… pawis steering… takot un 4 na kasama kong boys.. hahahaha…

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Who you calling alcoholic?

“Alcohics don’t think they’re alcoholic. I think I am an alcoholic. Therefore, I am not an alcoholic.” – Kenna

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Drought

It’s been a while since I last blogged. Sometimes, thoughts are just pouring in… and the problem is that they are sooo many that I don’t get to write them down, I end up just staring at the monitor and thinking about… nothing. It sucks.

These past few days have been terrible for me.. I feel empty yet so full, it’s just difficult to really tell about it. I just want to go back in kindergarten or something, back when I was still a baby and my parent’s doing almost every thing for me. I feel so tired and there are a lot of things I really need and want to do. These past days I’ve been thinking about my future too, and that’s something different since normally I don’t think about it, and now I am. I wasn’t expecting an intersection this soon. It feels like somewhere there’s clock ticking and the biggest problem is I have no idea for how long it will still keep on ticking.

Maybe I shouldn’t worry about everything too much. But it’s hard to think when thinking is one of your hobbies.

Merry Christmas

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