I see no changes. Wake up in the morning and I ask myself,
“Is life worth living? Should I blast myself?” – Tupac
So it didn’t really help. I thought going away for a month and a half can actually put some sense to my thoughts but it only made it worse. Now my thoughts are circling my head as if they’re on Nitrous Oxide in a Fast and the Furious movie or something.
Lately, I noticed a lot of changes on my outlook in life, in the beginning of the year my life change drastically, that’s when I realized that I believe in love, and that I actually know what the hell it means. Well, I’m entitle to my definition of it and so are you.
Last night, I was scolding my friend about what has been happening with her and I told her, change is not impossible, well, change is possible, if it doesn’t exist there wouldn’t be a word “change” in the first place, just want to clarify that. What I want to tell her is that, we shouldn’t get into relationships thinking we can change the other person, be it a romantic type of a companion type. Thinking so is like asking for something in return of the friendship or love you’re giving which is opposed to it being unconditional. And what sucks is that people don’t actually realize this unless somebody else told them so.
Do you believe in reconciliations? In getting back together after a break up? I don’t. I just can’t think of anything that could change what has happened, or what didn’t happen. Case in point, a cheating boyfriend.
I ask you, what are your thought on “changes”, shoot me with anything that comes into mind.