Drought

It’s been a while since I last blogged. Sometimes, thoughts are just pouring in… and the problem is that they are sooo many that I don’t get to write them down, I end up just staring at the monitor and thinking about… nothing. It sucks.

These past few days have been terrible for me.. I feel empty yet so full, it’s just difficult to really tell about it. I just want to go back in kindergarten or something, back when I was still a baby and my parent’s doing almost every thing for me. I feel so tired and there are a lot of things I really need and want to do. These past days I’ve been thinking about my future too, and that’s something different since normally I don’t think about it, and now I am. I wasn’t expecting an intersection this soon. It feels like somewhere there’s clock ticking and the biggest problem is I have no idea for how long it will still keep on ticking.

Maybe I shouldn’t worry about everything too much. But it’s hard to think when thinking is one of your hobbies.